Cutting through clouds and fear

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Again inspired by the astrological happenings in our skies and lives, I feel inspired to share with you some big shifts and changes about to occur in my life.

Tonight, on the 16th of October, there’s a Full Moon in Aries. I am writing this post as my ritual, my manifestation and my intention for the future.

This moon is bringing forward what we set and seeded at the last New Moon two weeks ago. It’s our ideas and desires coming to a realisation. Perhaps partial, perhaps fully charged up, but very likely – action oriented. Aries is a fire sign, an igniter and a go-getter.  A plan in action, a crucial decision being made and acted upon, a fully focused desire and intention.

It also happens that this full moon coincides (is conjunct) with Uranus. And he’s a game changer, unconventional and radical movement maker. The combination of these two forces in our lives is a combustion, but in a good way.

It is a true force, our inner power coming up to the surface and taking a stand after a slumber, a sun ray piercing the darkness.

And in reality, I have been feeling like living in a fog for a long time. And I can say that I am starting to feel the urge for actual physical change in my actual physical life. I sense and smell the possible direction and even though I can only see an inch ahead of the journey, the knowing is deep and strong enough to pursue this change.

And I am in no doubt, whatsoever, that this is the right direction. With these celestial bodies shining their wisdom upon us, we get in touch with our true desires and our souls’ call, and we act on them.

I know that in the next few weeks I am going to leave behind my past for the last 4 years (and even 4 more before that). I am going to leave a house and a home, and everything built around it. I am going to set myself off to the unknown but knowing that I am following my path, trusting my intuition, and I am guided beyond.

And I am probably not ready, but I am ready enough. And also inspired and in owe by how our lives unfold in front of us, if we so let them without trying to control.

And I have no concrete plan, but I have a plan to follow my heart’s desires and willing to surrender all doubt and criticism.

And I see constant encouragement and little gifts along the way. Because once you set your fearful thinking aside and embrace that you don’t need to know howyou let yourself slide and glide without any friction and you find yourself taken care of.

This is going to be an experiment and a test – to my faith, trust, love and commitment. It will be me committing to me and my dream and my understanding of how life should be, but a commitment to our potential as humanity as well.

I have a firm belief that life shouldn’t be a struggle, shouldn’t be ridden with anxiety and depression, shouldn’t need to be medicated and fixed.

Life isn’t about quantity. It’s about quality.

And I also see confused people – sad and hiding their sadness.

And I know in my heart that life was never meant to be in such a way.

And we all have the blessing of this Full Moon tonight. And we have the green light also – to act, to plan, to conceive – to make that one decision that will ignite our transformation and will cause a chain reaction in our worlds.

It’s time to press that GO BUTTON!

(And never look back.)

Ever felt it’s time to move on without any doubt? Do you trust yourself in those times?

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I'm Vilina Christoph and I share my journey of healing and transformation. My awakening was triggered by the death of my mother and sister of cancer. When the feelings became too much to handle, I started documenting my experiences of dealing with depression and anxiety, coping with the loss and grief, and the general lack of motivation and joy in life.  Since the beginning of this journey of transformation I've learned compassion, acceptance and love for myself and others. My mission is to encourage others to look into their pain and take on the path of self-love. By accepting who you are with all your imperfections, by loving yourself fully with all your wounds, you find the strength to be your most authentic self and you unlock your unique gifts in the world.

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