Forgiveness letter to myself

 

I forgive myself for neglecting and abusing my body.

I forgive myself for rejecting myself. I forgive myself for abandoning myself.

I forgive myself for treating my body with disgust. I forgive myself for shaming my body image. 

I forgive myself for rejecting my sexuality.

I forgive myself for not wanting to give myself love. 

I forgive myself for self-abusing through the wrong relationships.

I forgive myself for not forgiving myself. 

I forgive myself for making the wrong choices.

I forgive myself for the self-destruction I was practicing.

I forgive myself for the harmful things I’ve done to myself. 

I forgive myself for wanting to kill myself. 

I forgive myself for making myself look ugly and unlikable. 

I forgive myself for dampening my beauty and not seeing it. 

I forgive myself for the challenges I’ve always put on myself. For the tough fights I was picking.

I forgive myself for making my life hard and unenjoyable. 

I forgive myself for choosing to struggle in life. 

I forgive myself for picking the wrong partners.

I forgive myself for making myself suffer in love.

I forgive myself for trying to prove I’m unlovable.

I forgive myself for working the wrong jobs. For not listening to my heart’s desire.

I forgive myself for punishing myself all the time.

I forgive myself for loathing myself. 

I forgive myself for shutting myself down.

I forgive myself for making myself small.

I forgive myself for making myself invisible.

I forgive myself for believing what wasn’t true about myself.

I forgive myself for becoming what I am not.

I forgive myself for not listening to my heart and believing my truth.

I forgive myself for getting lost. 

I forgive myself for my confusion and loneliness. 

I forgive myself for not knowing. 

I forgive myself for everything I’ve done to harm myself.

I forgive myself for believing I deserve to be sad, lonely and unhappy.

I forgive myself for believing I wasn’t worthy of love and happiness.

I forgive myself for the pain I was feeling long time. 

 

I forgive myself.

I love myself.

I am free from the past.

I accept my journey.

I am thankful for my life.

I am me. 

I forgive…

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I'm Vilina Christoph and here I share my journey of healing and transformation. My awakening was triggered by the loss of both my sister and mother to cancer. When the feelings became too much to handle, I started documenting my experiences of dealing with depression and anxiety, coping with the loss and grief, and the general lack of motivation and joy in life.  I knew the only way out of the darkness was to embrace all my pain and transform it. I kept untangling my story by looking into early childhood experiences, past life traumas, studying astrology and psychology, meditating on regular basis and connecting with my Higher Self. Since the beginning of this journey of self-discovery I've learned self-acceptance and self-love. I've come to terms with who I am and how I feel. I've understood how my past experiences have affected but also that I'm not a victim of my circumstances.  My mission is to encourage others to look into their pain and take on the path of self-awareness and transformation. By accepting who you are with all your imperfections, by loving yourself fully with all your wounds, you find the strength to be your most authentic self and you unlock your unique gifts in the world.

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